Fatigued with indolence

me want!

2009-08-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

Any idea where i can get them?? Inspired versions of cos. I did see a spree on it once, about 2 weeks back but cant rmb the link.

My sister's keeper

2009-08-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

As much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it. And the very act of living is a tide: at first it seems to make no difference at all, and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded.

A Lady

2009-08-18T16:16:00.000+08:00

A fire's a beautiful thing, right? If you can keep it contained, it'll throw light and heat for you. It's only when it gets out of control that you have to go on the offensive.

How true is that? I'd say damn right true.

2009-05-16T13:33:00.001+08:00

*&)&)@(&%@&&@&!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

why tell me why

2009-05-07T17:03:00.003+08:00

I read the post a few months ago but decided to read it again. Frankly, i dont dislike you or have anything prejudice against you. Its just the attitude you had and the way you potrayed things led to many misunderstandings. As these misunderstandings start to build up, it was hard for us to look at the root of the problem and try to solve it as friends especially if instigators were present.

So, truly, you were right about the bbq day last year (GOD THAT WAS LONG AGO), we both had our reasons for not making the first move but because of that, it aggravated the situation. But frankly, alot of things are not what they seemed and alot of misunderstandings were unnecessary.

One thing to point out though, i do rmb being present to comfort you when you shed your tears for useless bums and i do rmb vice versa.

Two yrs sailed past fast but the last year felt like eternity.

omg calculations again!

2009-05-06T14:39:00.002+08:00

Just keep swimming swimming swimming.

2009-05-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

1 down. 1 more to go and then exams and im free!!!!! for 3 miserable weeks though. but who cares! its 3 bloody no assignments/tests weeks!

HAHA.

P.s Im super excited to watch wolverine. Its a date my friends. *wink*

Phone Conv.

2009-04-29T13:17:00.003+08:00

what do you say to a old friend whom you've not spoken to in years?

Well, i said:

me: hello can i speak to ____
she: whos this?
me: angeline
she: Oh hi whats up? (or smth like that)
me: (dive right into the point of the phone call)

Gees. Which sane person wouldnt start on the small talk shit like "How've you been?" or "where you at now?" kinda stuff.

OH WELL.

the weather is killing me

2009-04-27T15:59:00.003+08:00

So its a monday. and im pretty much still sick. Sick and still loaded with 3 more assignments before final exams.

I need at least 10 journal articles to support my report. PUI!

Living on kokokrunch and minimunchies till i get better to have maggie.

Btw, have you met pepper??

Latest edition to Jay's family. So the most frequently asked question is "wheres salt?". I would love to answer that russell will be willing to be her Salt, but i think thats highly unlikely as they're both pretty anti-social TOWARDS dogs. It would be pretty disastrous if they met eh.

I seriously need a new layout. My apologies to those with poor eyesight.

Btw, the weather is CRAZY!!!! its freakin hot!

What do you see when you look in the sky at night?

2009-04-22T15:28:00.002+08:00

Meet my new (okay maybe a mth old) sweet katespade. =)

Aviva Ironman 70.3 Triathlon ( Was part of the research team )

Kimmie's 21st! ( Game character theme party)

Bren's 21st! ( Technically, she turned '1' hahahhaaha)

Im too busy/lazy to write about it. Never knew being a uni kid is so tough. Esp if you have to deal with both your studies and the course fees. You lucky chaps out there who have responisble parents who plan for your future and save the $$ for your studies should count your lucky stars and be very thankful.

Adios. Im off.

scratch head

2009-02-26T16:32:00.004+08:00

I was about to go change my sis's gianganto bed's sheets when nigella feasts started showing on travel&living.

Just a quick update:

3 modules finished. Another 3 coming up this week onwards. Didnt the hols just start??? oh wait, whats the diff if you have to wake up at 640am on weekdays.

Btw, did you know i hate peas??

my minds pretty blank right now... i do have loads of outdated pics but seriously too lazy to upload it online.

Another random thing, i do wanna visit Incredible India.

Another random thing, i want a quick getaway but schedule is so damn packed!

I'm back!!

2009-01-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

Home sweet home!

Was back on thurs night, had exam on fri. Overall the trip was great, to me. Some beg to differ. =)

Anyways, more info in my sis's blog and pictures in my facebook. About 800 pics!!! Yeah we pretty much took pics wherever we went. Im too lazy to blog about it now...

ever wondered what your dog is thinking about?

2008-12-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

2008-12-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

i take back the last post nonsense. OCS is @$#%@!!!! 1st day in and all i get is a 1/2 min call. i repeat. 1/2 min!!!!! #%@%&^^!!! sigh. Now i have to wait for another 24hrs before i get to hear from my edward. ROAR.

** I'm almost done with my essay. Just left with conclusion and referencing. No one to share the excitement with. wtf.

advance christmas and new yrs wishes

2008-12-22T16:23:00.003+08:00

Remember that essay i was complaining about?

Guess what.

Im still working on it!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH.

Im 3/4 done with it. i think. the referencing is gonna kill me though. I gotta finish this by today so that i can spend the next 2 days (including christmas eve) mugging for the test on the 2jan cos my genius family decided to plan a 8day trip which lands us back to s'pore 1jan NIGHT. Not that im complaining that i get to freeze my ass off and walk ard like a penguin with thousands of layers, its just that how am i supposed to enjoy my hols if all i've got on my mind is physiology?? Yes yes, i have myself to blame for procrastinating on the assignment. But hey, thats human nature, if not im just a cold-hearted bitch. Byebye, next update wil prob be waaaaay after the trip.

Next year!

TETO

2008-12-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

Im trying my best to concentrate and im almost done with my introduction. HAHA. yes only intro out of 1000 words i've only got 161. Major procrastination and mind block. When was the last time i tried to type with proper sentences anyway?!!

On the side note, im finally gonna get my toenail fixed this fri at NSC. Its gonna be a long wait but im looking forward to spending the time with mario (me), robot (bren) and Serena Williams (on the cover of my thickass human anatomy/physiology book).

Now back to quantitative changes associated with practice and motor skill learning. WTF right.

P.S i was out with the girls for bowling and arcade-ing. Read more here.

The human skull

2008-12-03T12:06:00.003+08:00

Just a few pictures to show what i've been up to at school. =)

Check out that cute ass!

Sometimes when you get too stressed you just wanna eat your brain. Thats how it looks like.

Or when you're too stressed, the human skull CRACKS you up.

2008-11-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

I realise that my blog is really boring. But heck it, i have 10 chpts to study and 2 1000word essays to write.

I will treat you well finepix.

2008-11-24T16:33:00.002+08:00

Hi all, the poor finepix has been replaced by the new canonixus and has been handed down to me. I will make sure that it has a happy retirement. It has served us well.

Note: This pic taken with my sturdy k800i cybershot and not trusty old finepix.

I'm officially 20.

2008-11-10T14:46:00.004+08:00

OMG im old.

Firstly i would like to thank whoever who wished me well on my bday. A big thank you for remembering. =)

I basically had a wonderful weekend starting thurs. Went cable-skiing with sis and big mole.

Breakfast at ferry terminal

Us with Jen and Karyn (Girls we met there)

Thats big mole.

My sis is pro!

We started off with knee-boarding.

What happened next is i went face first into the water, swallowing alot of fishes. HAHA.

Still, i had fun. =)

Byebye batam. See you soon!

THANKS ALOT SIS FOR THE WONDERFUL BDAY PREZ!
For more pics go see my sis's facebook : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=71424&id=732792145&ref=mf

Fri saw me waking up at about 11am and watching "Seducing Mr perfect" korean movie in bed. Dragged my lazy birthday ass outta bed to meet the girlies and the extra boy whose birthday was the next day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUANGLIANG!

I was aching like crazy so took me awhile to get ready and slowly drive to vivo.

Lunch (Really late one) at ThaiExpress. Poor girls+boy was eally hungry. SORRY!

We then moved on to Coffee Club at holland V. for dessert.

Yummy muddy mud pie!

My present! Gueess what it is?? Felt like a shoe box... only my feet would have to be minature...

It is a box! Whats inside?????

OMG OMG OMG OMG! The twilight series!!!!!! With a missing book.... hhaaha but i heard i'l be getting that soon. You girls are great!!

Thanks girls!

Time to battle!!

We then went on to have dinn at wasabi tei at far east plaza. The salmon sashimi is FANTABULOUS! Too bad there werent any sushi left for me to try..

The queue was crazy long so we obviously had to entertain ourselves...

MARRIOOOOOO....

We finally get our food...

Jay booked out! actually rather early but that rat lied to me... sneeky monkey. We sent the girls home, picked my sis up, sent gl home and went home.

Again, for more pics go see bren's facebook or blog: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=47710&id=627997547&ref=mf

Sat was great! Firstly, it is finally official ! ;)

Went market hunting for breakfast but ended up having taman jurong kuei teow. Rented Penelope and ordered macs for lunch. Got ready and headed out to Marina square for dinn at billy bombers and Quantum of Solice.

The platter

The ribs

The pig

The bigger pig

Hes definitely the greatest pig of all pigs. HAHA.

Once again,

THANK YOU ALL! =)

Im old........................................

Birthday jitters

2008-11-05T12:31:00.001+08:00

...sigh.

Time to grow old.

2008-11-04T14:48:00.003+08:00

It is THE time of the year where i freak out.

if you dont know why kick yourself. HA. Kidding.

But i sense that this yrs not really good esp since the only person who bothered celebrating the day for me the past 3 yrs wont be in mainland s'pore.

Anyway, school has started and so has work. I swear my brain is overcrowded from all the crash course. Imagine, 12 lectures cramped into 2days plus shitloads of dental terminologies.

Drained... gonna nap first then study. Supposedly. ;) Well thats the plan. See if i can stick to it. HAHA.

The twilight series

2008-10-29T20:50:00.005+08:00

I am absolutely going crazy over the twilight series by Stepenie Meyer. Its crazy. Cant wait to get my hands on New Moon.

I've read this one. (:

This is what i cant wait to read!

And you must MUST MUST go watch the trailer for the movie thats coming soon!

Amazon is selling the hardcovers! All 4 books! cool. should i get this and return my first book and get some money back?

Tomorrow. =)

2008-10-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

Im sick. AGAIN.

Been coughing like some nutcase but i try to minimise the details when i sms. Hee.

But i've been good. Went to see a doc, got truckloads of medicine. Mostly drowsy so i will prob sleep like a baby later.

Tried my hand at sushi making. I SUCK AT IT> it hardly came out looking like sushi. But the katsu don on the other hand was edible.

I didnt know dental clinics pay so little. Still contemplating whether to take the job.

I know this is in bits and pieces. Havent spoken to sweetcakes in days. Maybe thats why its driving me a lil' crazy. I emphasis A LIL'. Im not over-reliant. or am i.

Okay im really coughing like crazy. Gonna take the med and nurse myself back to health.

Nights all.

Daily rattle now that im jobless and ridiculously free

2008-10-22T23:06:00.004+08:00

My blog is really screwed. OH WELL. just gotta wait for bren to save me when she has time. =)

Spent alot of time with the girls recently, esp bren. Was just asking her while we were waiting for the IMM bus back to bl: "Do you realise the silence nowadays is not so awkward anymore?" Well its true, once you start to spend more time with someone, silences are no longer weird as sometimes we're just stonning and not cos we dont have anything to say to each other. Its a nice feeling. :) :) :)

Sunday went ktv-ing with cousins, it was crazy shit. Photos in sis's blog and facebook.

Monday met bren at NP to fix her com and download softwared, headed to City Hall next to meet sam and headed to food republic at suntec for sergent's chicken rice. Yum. We also decorated bren's DSlite with pink and red heart stickers. YES ME AND SAM did it. AMAZING eh. We were dissing bren for thinking of sticking those hearts on her DS and we ended up analysing and strategising which and where to place the hearts. HAHA. We walked ard suntec.. to have Yami Yogurt which i cant believe bren has never tried before! Then we headed home.

Tues met the girls outside NLB and headed to purvis street to have chicken rice. My verdict: The rice is nice, chicken was sad and the barley drink was beyond depression. We walked ard purvis street looking for nice cafes to slack at, in the end we headed to raffles city to have Gloria Jean's Latte. Mario karted and come to a conclusion that my Mario kart file is corrupted cos i kept having the lightning cheat even though i didnt activate cheat. After sam left for sch I read twilight while bren DS-ed away. We walked over to bugis next in search for denim shorts, gave up and headed for ballet and she home.

Today bren msged me at 8+am. Only saw her msg at 10+ when i woke up. Met her at JW lib, used the net, searched for sushi and bento books and headed to je for lunch at Zingdo. Next was DaiSoExcited! Spent $12 and bren $4. Bought lunch box, strap, rice mold, sauce bottle, wasabi and smth else which i cant rmb offhand. Also bought panadol cold in case i dont feel good again. Took the IMM bus to bl in hope of having Mr Bean's soya ice-cream but the machine was spoilt. As LiQiang would say it "LMAO" which means "Laugh my ass off". HAHA. So headed home.

Gonna DS, read and hopefully get the job this sat. and he'l be back from field camp. =0)

Im very excited and happy bout one thing though. I DONT HAVE CLASSES ON THE WEEKEND OF MY BDAY! WOHHOOO!

BUT. I have tutorial on the 6th, the day of the batam ski trip. FREAK>

Massive update

2008-10-17T00:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

Yes i have disappeared for a super long time, well just to update... I was working at BOSCH for 4mths, end of contract plus starting of school. So im currently looking for a part time job while waiting for school to start. Pretty excited about sch, first 3 modules will be human physio, acquisition of skill and smth else. MUST ACE IT.

Just some pictures update:

My virgin sushi tei visit

Went hari-rayaing:

My Robert Bosch days:

Last day at bosch:

BOSCH family day:

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2008-10-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Bren save me!

This is how bored i am

2008-10-16T20:15:00.001+08:00

Create Fake Magazine Covers with your own picture at MagMyPic.com

RD Challenge by Will Shortz

2008-10-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

What’s in the middle? Fill in the blanks to get a familiar phrase or name in which both words start and end with the same letters. In the example, adding N-G-L gives you a term you’ll remember from school.

Ex. ACUTE A____E (ACUTE ANGLE)

1. TREASURE T____E
2. LITTLE L_____E
3. COTTAGE C______E
4. PRETTY P______Y
5. CHOCOLATE C______E
6. SPACE S___E
7. FOOT F_____T
8. THINK T____K
9. STREET S_____T
10. FREEZE F______E
11. ABSTRACT A___T
12. LOVE L____E
13. PRODUCT P______T
14. HAMBURGER H________R
15. POISON P__N
16. TRACTOR T_____R
17. LADY L____Y
18. WORK W___K
19. FOSSIL F___L
20. GRADUATION G____N

Answers: 1. Trove 2. League 3. Cheese 4. Penny 5. Cake 6. Shuttle 7. Fault 8. Tank 9. Smart 10. Frame 11. Art 12. Life 13. Placement 14. Helper 15. Pen 16. Trailer 17. Liberty 18. Week 19. Fuel 20. Gown

Lucky

2008-09-16T15:05:00.002+08:00

We start a new phase in our lives all the time. But this is my phase, my time to shine.

;)

2008-09-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Shivers down my spine

2008-09-08T16:54:00.004+08:00

Funny how my whole body tingled as I read the article on Yunnan in Millionaire Asia magazine. The pictures shown were scenes I saw before, places I've been to. I never really explained about the China trip but I guess some memories are just worth keeping to myself. But just as a whole, I guess the company was the most important. If i had a chance to choose the people I shared the trip with, I wouldnt change a thing. It was amazing. (:

The sfodec.

2008-08-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

She speaks in code, expecting us to understand what she means. As exciting as gossiping to people is, the person in that "hot" topic obviously would not be thrilled about it. The stress caused by this, the thought of how our friend will think of me, is undeniably heavy.

But whatever happened, I do not regret, for whatever i have been looking for has been found.

So say whatever you want to say, potray it however you want to and i shall not care. For the truth is that and i shall not be ashamed of it. We all make decisions we might regret, but if thats what i chose that night then so be it. Apologies for putting you through it, but hopefully you'll be happy for me. Not in that sense.

And here i was thinking i could post about the trip but once again i have to read smth that upsets me.

2008-08-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

And my life goes on...

2008-07-13T19:16:00.001+08:00

Explanation of the pics

2008-04-13T00:31:00.004+08:00

1. Latest: Went out with bunchies. had truckloads of fun!
2. Just reaching back Singapore from China
3. Su me and Jay at some park during one of our miserable breaks
4. Typical china gramps.
5. Group pic, half of A group during one of our house visiting trips
6. The girleys from my group
7. Plane ride to Yunnan on pathetic silkair
8. While packing for the trip. Russ wanted to go too. I swear he jumped in by himself.
9. My ballet teacher and I. Was helping out at the ballet exams before going China.
10. ECE prom night 07/08 --> free pro photography
11. The girls. You can learn alot about each other in 3 years.
12. US>
13. Chinese new year 08 in malacca. Pigging out at the beach.
14. New addict -> coke light rawks. + mum acting cute.
15. CNY 08'
16. Spot bren and me!
17. Sending gab off to auzzie. check dad out.
18. The family.

This is what i've been up to.

2008-04-13T00:28:00.001+08:00

2008-01-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

Give me the song and I'll sing it like I mean it
Give me the words and I'll say them like I mean it

Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
And god knows
You got me sewn

Danny boy, don't be afraid, to shake that ass, and
misbehave
Danny boy, I now you got time, but what are you waiting
for,
Anyway the dust may just blow away, if you wait for a
windy day

But you may find the chance has past you by;

I can't do the way
I can't do the talk
I can't be your friend
Unless I pretend

So give me the song and I'll sing it like I mean it
So give me the words and I'll say them like I mean it

Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
And god knows
You got me sewn

Danny boy, don't be a fool
Take upon to break the rule
Danny boy your lookin so low
You lookin like the dead grown old
Anyway the blues just may wash away, if you wait for a
rainy day
But you may find, the chance had past you by

I can't do the way
I can't do the talk
I can't be your friend
Unless I pretend

So give me the song and I'll sing it like I mean it
So give me the words and I'll say them like I mean it

Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
made my head soft
made my head soft
made my head soft
made my head soft

I PRAY.

2007-11-06T15:37:00.000+08:00

So its the time of the year again. Where i get all grumpy frumpy and emotional. Hopefully its not that bad this year. Was just having this conv with jean and jay the other day at cgh, we were talking bout how we're all 19 this year and omg 20 next year. Jean was like saying that once we hit the big "2" time will pass very fast. Werent we just 15 the other day?? If i feel old now, when i turn thirty i'l be ancient!

Some pictures.... Went prawning with the mates. Made me extremely sleepy but check out the giant prawn! its huge!!!!!!!! and freaky. hahha when tzehau first caught it we were so excited wanting to take pics and everything but none of us knew what to do with that giant. lucky for a friendly uncle who helped take the bait out of the giant. and if you look closely at one of the pics, the prawns legs stabbed a normal sized prawn and killed it. poor thing. evil huge monster.

Other pics include hari raya visiting at khid's. and cupcakes baked by ME!!! which tasted weird, according to him, it tasted like sambal. I guess i shouldnt be too adventurous next time. But the presentation doesnt look that bad right......... 2nd attempt! more room for improvement!

I WANT TO GO TO BINTAN/LANGKAWI.
I WANT A WHITE DRESS FROM DOROTHY PERKINS.
I WANT A RED SHOES FROM EASTPOINT.
I WANT A BLACK PUMPS FROM MARKS AND SPENCER.
I WANT A C&K PICNIC LOOKING BAG.
I NEED A DARK CIRCLE CREAM.
I NEED A NEW BIRKS.
I NEED CASH.
I NEED GOOD GRADES.
I NEED BETTER MEMORY.
I DID UPPER LIP THREADING.
I DID MANI & PEDI
I CANT WAIT TO GO YUNNAN NEXT YEAR.

This is prob the only time of the year where i can be super self-centered and say "yes! i have the right to be".

2007-10-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

thats pretty much what i've been up to.

2007-09-02T02:09:00.001+08:00

Russ and i. lots of lovin. okay maybe 1 sided.

Finally 1/2 yr gone. 6 more mths to go.

Dad is such a cutesie.

Shopping is boring when you have no $$.

My well-known constipated smile. We were that bored.

Think this is the best shot we had together in YEARS.

And finally, He's the KING!

So finally the exams are over. not exactly looking forward to receiving the results. i did put in effort. guess it wasnt enough. its nv enough. oh well.

Ballet exams are next week. Im definately not prepared.

So i've got 5 weeks of vpp and a 2 wk break. Hopefully there is a 2 wks break. i need to go away. somewhere. anywhere. who knew poly would be so stressful/ sheesh.

What else have i been up to? i have no idea. guess what. its sept already. greatness. soon 2007 will be over. just in a blink of the eye.

Think im getting pretty addicted to CS although i get trashed/killed by the guys. pretty quickly. but hey. all i need is practice. and more $$. to go play CS. hahaha. and its pretty ridiculous of me to be typing this at 2.52am in the morning. i need to get my sleep pattern back. no more slacking. its time to work work work.

I cant wait to run after wed. till then i shall just cut down on calories and not risk straining any muscles.

nighty nights to me myself and ok maybe russell. this is depressing.

Areosmith - Crazy

2007-09-02T01:54:00.000+08:00

Come Here baby
You know you drive me up a wall the way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull
Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love
And it always seems you got somn' on your mind other than me
Girl, you got to change your crazy ways
You hear me

Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin' out to Hollywood
Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like feelin' bad looks good

That kinda lovin'
Turns a man to a slave
That kinda lovin'
Sends a man right to his grave...

I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
What can I do, honey
I feel like the color blue...

You're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me that it's time to go
But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat
And it's all a show

That kind of lovin'
Makes me wanna pull
Down the shade, yeah
That kind of lovin'
Yeah now I'm never, never, never, never gonna be the same

I'm losin' my mind, girl
Cause I'm goin' crazy

I need your love, honey
I need your love

Crazy, crazy, crazy, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
I'm losin' my mind, girl
Cause I'm goin' crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby
You turn it on, then your gone
Yeah you drive me

2007-06-18T01:09:00.001+08:00

My first buy ever since gss started.

2007-06-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

You know how you think you know someone but actually you don't. Just read a friend's blog and i realised that we've grown so much apart to an extent that i don't think i know him anymore.
Well i don't know what to do anymore.

I missed a graduation and i feel awful about it.

Yesterday was dad's birthday and we celebrated it over dinner at the usual jack's place. He got a LG phone, a card printed using the black/white printer in sch and a cake from swissbake. 300g just enough for 4. Its about time we cut the habit of keeping leftover cakes anyway, and so that was the day my daddy turned 58.

Today is yet again another gloomy day, have a report to start on which is due saturday. Ballet class to attend after a 2-wk break. Well the only thing worth looking forward to today is probably the nice home-cooked meal that mummy is gonna prepare for us.

Think i might hit the gym tmr. Im addicted.

Im not satisfied.

are you reading this mukuburger.

2007-06-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

im some disease. people avoid me. people like you.

dont we all love mukuburgers. but whu likes it when its non-existant.

The common tests are officially over and i have extremely high hopes for it. I hope the slogging was worth it. Lots of discipline was required and there were many distractions. You know how the saying goes whereby when you have nothing to do you can't find anything to do. But when you are very busy, theres just so many things for you to do. Suddenly friends pop up asking to go out with you. but when you're so free non of them are free. What nonsensical life i live.

I wonder if anybody has started planning their future of what they want to do after graduating. I know my hopes of going overseas to pursue my course of interest is shattered and maybe even in Singapore it would be exceptionally hard for me to enter the course. I have to start from scratch which would mean more time wasted and stuck in this pit-hole-shit-place. If there were even any reason for me to stay then sure. But even going out for a meal with you alone is such a difficult task for you to handle. Say no more for there's still no reply.

Friday was a day to the dentist with my sis. After which was 1hr 30mins in the gym. Madness workout. 30 min run. 30 min cycle and lots of killer pushups and weird crunches. i officially say that my sister is a fitness lunatic. Although it was a really refreshing workout that i look forward to now. After that was "SUN" tanning, with a miserable amount of sun so we decided to go to the hot water area in the ladies wellness centre and just soak since we were already in swim wear. Dinner after that and home for me. Saturday was a draggy day. Sleep sleep sleep. and today i finally got out of the house. and the country. damn and im back so fast. shithole. back with nothing to do again. Think i should start on my 20% report before i go crazy again.

Im a drag disease. Please remember to avoid me. Like how everyone else is doing.

2007-05-12T15:30:00.000+08:00

Its mama's day tmr and i dont know what to do. im broke. so here's a pic.

And i'l be fine once i submit the damn assignment today or tmr. so no worries.

2007-05-12T15:29:00.001+08:00

2007-05-06T21:17:00.001+08:00

2007-05-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

im so fcking stressed. over a research assignment that's just 10%. argh. okay fine. its 10%!!!! freak out. its due on the 14th. i know i still have 1 whole week but i really want to get it done asap. im sick of hogging assignments and doing last min work. i've already started. since last week. but i just cant find the information on the net. i just cant find it. how the hell am i suppose to do my assignment when i've got a puny amount of info. damn internet. damn search engines.

It's just been a really bad day for me. i wish i had someone to turn to. its not the same anymore. i try. but its really not the same anymore. damn pepsi twist. i really wanted you to rot in hell. the word is wanted. i dont care if i overreacted. i had the damn right. the last thing i want is ants crawling all over. blardy f. and i dont care if im being vulgar. i have the right. its my goddamn blog.

im getting angrier day after day. having no one to soothe my soul. i need to turn to him. i need to know that hes there for me. dont punish me anymore.

spidey was draggy. but you were there. the quarrel was bad. after that was better. we even took a picture. our first in months.

you come and disappear for weeks/months. i've come to realise that you're just a friend. nth more than that. long past we had but it is the past. you are gone now. you had more impt things to do than me. its a mistake made 2 years back. i hope you'll regret.

im so angry i want you. you. and you to burn in hell. for all the pain you you and you caused me. burn burn burn. and after that. i wont be angry no more. you shld suffer.

this is my self righteous suicide. so leave me alone. i need space. i need air. i need God. and i need you.

2007-05-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

i finally got it. after waiting for sooooo long. bought the silver one since the whole world seemed to be having the black one. plus i think the silver one looks like a digicam. which ive nv owned before. pretty exciting. downloaded some vintage theme. pretty cool. plus got some games like sims2, crashteam and a car racing game. but think i might have to delete crashteam and car racing. too small. but other than that, the camera function in the phone is pretty darn cool.

PICS
1) trying out the functions
2)russell!
3) daddikins. with the round tummy tum tum.
4)boobie again
5)astronaut jay! ahha.
6)cool frame eh. jean and i at lunch.
7)fish cake that cost $5 from a korean restaurant at bukit timah plaza
8)our lunch- spicy korean noodles (maggie mee that you can buy) and kimchi fried rice. both costing $5 each. blardy cheat money. shhesssh.
9)while waiting for the food
10)was bored
11)kimchi
12)jay was unhappy that his water came with a straw.
13)due dates!
14)my super cool proj table which i'l have to move from cos cheechee wants to reshuffle everyone. depressed. i was so comfortable there. got my calender and even my mug. bleah.
15)webcaming with sis
16)we miss her
17)hope she misses us.

*click on the pic to enlarge.
P.S specially posted for sissy.

2007-05-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

2007-04-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

Sissy has left. On friday morning. I'll miss you. its too quiet around here. Hope you're feeling better already. You'll get used to the coldness im sure. (: so go out and have fun!!

* Looking forward to our next web-camming session. MUACKS.

There's a song that's inside of my soul, its the one that i've tried to write over and over again.

2007-04-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

Let me summarise my hols since its coming to a end. School's starting next mon and im not exactly looking forward to it except maybe hitting the tracks with my new-owned adizero and filling up my mug with hot milo or tea and binging on tin biscuits with my grp mates.

18th-20thFeb : Malacca for chinese new year
21st Feb: Grocery shopping with family at Giant
23rd Feb: Caught ghost riders with the busy busy macarenas
26th Feb: Went CGH to meet Dr Jason Chia
5th - 9thMarch: Conference at Swissotel the stamford
10th march : Watched 300. Im a spartan women. Ha.
12th march : Received exam results. I improved. But not good enough.
12th - 16th March : Helped out at Forms Ballet exams
17th March : Tennis with girlfriend. Got trashed.
20th March : Went to the airport
21st March : Meet Mdm Tan to discuss bout pf.
22nd March: Celebrate Khid's birthday with the macarenas at arab street.
23rd - 24th March : Roadshow at northpoint
25th March : Roadshow at westmall
26th - 27th March : Helped out at mgs pri for ballet exams
30th March : Celebrated bren's birthday. Went for dinn/drinks at starbucks. MOS after.
2nd April : Register with bbdc
4th April : Went ikea and queensway. (HAPPY BIRTHDAY BREN)
5th April : Maundy Thursday
6th April : Good Friday
8th April : Easter Sunday. He has risen.
8th April : Went jb with family. Pictures at sis's blog.

Quite a boring holiday eh. and i wonder what happened to my getaways. i guess i dont have the financial capability. harh.

Sis is going US from the 20th onwards for 1 mth. dang. minnie's gonna be dead for a mth. and yes i'l miss her. no doubt about it. if only i can get my k800i by then. then we can 3g. hhaa. the phone pricing has gone up again. cant afford it. damnit. all my pay is gone to footing my ballet fees.

I WANNA WATCH TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES. WHO WANTS TO WATCH IT WITH ME???

Fix you thank you.

2007-03-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

Message from the big guy up there for he gave me the strength:

When you try your best
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want
but not what you need
When you feel so tired
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

2007-02-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

You are
Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude.
Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinancy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents bothe the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-02-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness.
Opened my eyes, let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

2007-02-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

"so what if you change yourself to be like him? what if one day you become yourself again? what will happen."

dizzy-fied.

2007-01-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

[x] You like to eat chicken feet.
[x] You sing karaoke.
[ ] You've worn glasses since you were in fifth grade.
[x] You'll haggle over something that is not negotiable.
[ ] You are a math genius.
Total: 3
[x] You take showers at night.
[x] You avoid the non-free snacks in hotel rooms.
[x] You say "aiyah!" and "wah!" frequently. (typical auntie!)
[x] You save grocery bags. (it comes in handy during the time of the month!)
[x] You twirl your pen around your fingers.
Total: 5
[x] You have been taught that wasting food is a sin.
[x] Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[ ] You beat eggs with chopsticks.
[x] You like congee with thousand-year- old eggs.
[x] You have eaten moon cakes.
Total: 4
[ ] If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask you if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.
[x] You email/msn your Chinese friends, even though you're only 10 feet apart.
[ ] You can read traditional chinese
[x] Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin before they are thrown away.
[x] You know what pearl milk teas are.
Total: 3
[ ] You bring fruit with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.
[ ] You have acquired a taste for bitter melon.
[x] You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table. [x] Your parents argue with other adults over the dinner bill.
[ ] You love to use coupons. (mine always expires bfore i find them again)
Total: 2
Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 4.
I am 68% Chinese!

haha racist thing.
im bored stiff. watching the sin/mas match live on ch5 now while trying to get my bspa case study done. i've been stuck home for 2 days! didnt go to sch yesterday as i was sick. felt feverish and all... had a lil diarrheoa. went to see a doc and apparently i have gastric flu. with a fever of 38.3 degrees.
fevers down currently, but system still clogged up with phlegm. waiting for the antibiotics to take its effect.
oh but i cooked my own porridge for my lunch/dinner. and i didnt burn down the house! (:

cheerios.

*wow this must be my longest post since forever.

Love is over

2007-01-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

"i want a companion.. a girl i can look into her eyes and noe i can love her and give her everything in me without thinking twice dat she will hurt or fail me again. to noe that she will haf me for the first time.. so dat i can feel loved at the first given moment. untainted, unpatched.. perfect from the beginning to the end. to say dat she is mine and i am hers. "

crib to cross.

2006-12-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

"For some of us, we may not feel like celebrating Christmas. There may be no Christmas tree at home, no one to spend with, no home, even, for some - but all I ask of you, is to just remember the very one reason why we celebrate Christmas. It's because on this very day, a saviour is born to us. Don't ask why He came as a man, or why he was born in a manger; rather, just ask why did He come. And He came, simply because He loved us. From the crib to the cross... do you want to show this Christ that is born in your hearts, unto others? The choice is yours."
*christmas pics are posted in my SIS'S BLOG. im too lazy to upload it. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. (:

12 days of christmas.

2006-12-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

I want you to be here with me for Christmas,

Even if you leave your heart at home.

I know that lately my love makes you restless,

But it's too hard to spend this time alone.
My love for you is like the Christmas season:

Joyful, yet with knowledge of the end.

My need for you has neither hope nor reason:

If not a lover, please, just be a friend.
Please, just be a friend, and come to me

When all the world is bright with love and song.

You are my pillar and my fantasy,

My earth and yet the sky for which I long.
My need for you, of course, is mine, not yours,

Nor need you answer me but out of love.

This is the season when we open doors

To let in those whose need our hearts might move.
And after Christmas you may go your way

To leave me with my sadness and my dreams.

I have no right to bother you to stay,

Knowing how your heart, unaltered, leans.
I want you to be here with me for Christmas,

Even if you leave your heart at home.

What you decide, and why, is not my business,

But still for me it's hard to be alone.

2006-11-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

"You bitch!" was the first thing sammie said to me when i bumped into her today in sch. haha and the last thing she said was "call me!". =)

Well the day i was dreading came. and well. it wasnt so bad. thanks to the pple who tried to make it all better. MUM, DAD, SIS, JAY, KHID, JEAN, DIANA and SUSU. I turned 18 on the 7th of Nov. we had school on that day. FCS shit lecture plus tutorial 9-12pm. I bumped into bren outside the lecture theatre during my break and i think she totally forgot abt it. ): it kinda made me think. not that birthdays matter alot.

So after sch we went to habourfront's breeks for lunch. the food was.. okay i guess. maybe cos i ordered a lousy measly pattie. but the guys ordered half a chicken and it looked.. yummy. so tempted to steal. After that we went vivo to walk ard. technically to kill time as they had a plan up their sleeves. haha. (Before that they were all acting suspiciously. haaha. jean was gonna meet her friends, diana was gonna meet her ah-gogo and khid was suposedly going for trg at 1pm. hhaa hilarious these pple. so i was suposedly left with jay and susu). But i was a lil grumpy after walking ard in vivo for so many hours. and they couldnt decide what to do. we wanted to watch a movie but jean didnt have the cash. so it ended with me being grumpy and wanting to go home. Went home and my mum was cooking curry (when she told me to go eat dinner with my friends) and there were disposable utensils on the table. tupid pple. tried to scare the shit outta me by appearing in my hs after i came outta the toilet. Actually i kinda guessed it already. but it was fun!. thanks you guys again. So they stayed for dinner and PCK and went back after that. So the prezzies i received was a mng handbag from sis, a 2007 organiser from the 5 of them and a necklace from my other classmates.

But now that im 18, it doesnt feel that way. i still cant learn driving. i dont have the cash. its depressing. how i yearn and imagine and fantasise myself driving. sigh. oh well. lifes never fair. not everybody gets the same treatment.

Well so far schs a bitch. with french proj and BRE proj. crappy shit. common tests are in 2 wks. YIPPEE. im so excited. :(

So for sissy's birthday on the 26th. We celebrated it ystday with dinner at sp. (: Bought her a esprit jacket suppeer long time ago.

And for jean's birthday today the 28th, we celebrated it in sch with a cake and lunch at siam kitchen. Bought her a skinfood eye cream.

Oh and i've got my gear for christmas and new yrs! including shoes and accessories. looking forward to midnight mass.

anyway. HAPPY TUESDAY. =)

*pictures will be posted soon. SOON.

je je deteste!

2006-11-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

Attended a halloween party on tues night. pics up in SIS BLOG.

i never knew i could make someone physically, mentally and emotionally tired. too much explanation to do. in simple terms. its over. for real this time. and im devestated. what perfect timing. whenever i pick myself up. something has to happen. what happened to 5 years? it got cut down all the way to its over. sounds like a rhyme?

and did i tell you i hate birthdays? to the core. you have such high expectations for it and it all comes crashing down. whats the best thing to do? RUN AWAY. HIDE. argh. independence.

i beg your pardon. i never promised you a rose garden.

2006-10-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

One of the pics taken at mirama hotel lounge. I haven taken the rest from sis. (:

schools been terrible. as usual. its tiring. and today is sunday. meaning theres sch at 8 again tmr! woohoo. great.

fattoush says:
SAY THANK YOU
fattoush says:
hahahah
hedonism. says:
ohh you're welcome
hedonism. says:
fattoush says:
wad??!!!!!
hedonism. says:
you said "thank you" right?
hedonism. says:
so me being polite...
fattoush says:
non non non
hedonism. says:
i said "you're welcome"
fattoush says:
u say merci
fattoush says:
i say de rein
fattoush says:
hahaha
hedonism. says:
hedonism. says:
ohh okay
hedonism. says:
erm de rein
hedonism. says:
fattoush says:
No
fattoush says:
u say MERCI
hedonism. says:
okayy! i said de rein already!

haha. MERCI JAY.

I WANNA SALSA!

2006-10-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when a saturday becomes too boring. alone. Da vinci code, hello panda and a good drink. which eventually led on to Shall we dance. and some personal dancing madness leaving russell staring at me clueless.

2006-10-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

BRENDA aka BRENDU,

GIRL IM HERE FOR YOU.

love loads,
Angie

afro cuban!

2006-10-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

schools been a bitch. my timetable is a bitch. The first wk of sch is over and already there are topics that i dont understand! argh. The only module that is worth looking forward to is French. But even that you must be quick-witted! and have superb memory.

The best way to unwind after a wk of madness is SALSA. (: We learnt the afro cuban yesterday. fast and fun! i want to get a pair of dance heels! twirl twirl twirl!

okay. im bored. argh.

1) Russell in the car
2) Cutie!
3) Starbucks! haha no its starBARKS. according to susu.
4) Cutie looking innocent
5) Being a kpo
6) Linda wedding 2 tea ceremony
7) The couple. (:
8) Amanda!
9) This would make a good obituary pic right. ahah.

wedding part 2.

2006-10-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

back. last monday from my cousin's 2nd wedding. well heres the entry i typed when i was there~

Time now is 11.11pm, Sunday October 08. (: Im in Malacca now for my cousin linda wedding. Part 2.

The first thing to greet me on my laptop is a strand of Russell’s white fur. It reminds me of how much I miss that little rascal now that im in Malacca, but look on the bright side, Im leaving tmr!! Woohoo.

Typing a blog entry on Microsoft word is weird. Sitting alone in the room while my parents with my aunties and uncles play mahjong outside. Where did all the young ones go? Anyway, let me type more about this trip.(my ipod has gone hay-wired. I tried copying a “golden oldies” cd that my uncle has and it screwed up my itunes. Think its corrupted. Crapsticks.)

Saturday

Woke up at 820am and left the house at 9am as we had to send my sis to school for her exam. Yes im in Malacca without her! Actually its not that bad, its feels like im my parent’s only child. We left Russell looking clueless staring at us as if we were mad cos we’re going overseas with all the luggage and we’re leaving him at home. He must have thought we lost our mind! Such a cutie he is. Cant wait to see him tmr!

After running errands, we finally made our way to the customs at 10am and reaching Malacca at 1240pm. Once reached, we made our way to “mutton land”! haha, my uncles house where his wife cooks fantabulous mutton! Yummilicious. What made the meal even more perfect was him playing the “Golden Oldies” cd, it had great songs like “Hotel California”, “Itsy bitsy teeny weeny yellow dotted bikini” and other great oldies. Too bad I cant seem to play it on my laptop. Daddy was busy talking and talking and talking all the way till about 3+ when I eventually fell asleep in the cool living room, dreaming about the mutton I just had and listening to soothing music. Got woken up and made our way to my aunt’s house- the bride’s place. The whole dining table was filled with kuei! Loads and loads of traditional kuei, such a pity that I didn’t bring the camera along as sis didn’t want to lend. Sat there, chit chat, actually I was more like stonning trying to figure out wth they were saying in malay. Played fire cracker sticks with my niece Amanda. Left the house at 11+pm and headed back to batang tiga to wash up and sleep.

I just got chased out, mummy wants to sleep. Its 1135pm.

Sunday

Woke up today at 8am, left batang tiga at 830am to the bride’s house for the tea ceremony etc. Wore my black mini skirt and got teased that my skirt was so tattered and torn. ahha and I went along with the story saying that I didn’t have enough money to buy more cloth. Jokers those uncles of mine. Took breakfast there, had roti prata plus yesterday’s left over mutton curry and waited till around 1045 for the groom to come. They refused to let the groom into the room till he recited a poem or sang a song haha and all he could come up with “ I love you…. You love me” (imagine that on repeat) Hilarious! Finally he was let into the room. I was too short and too far to see the rest of the details (whether he kissed the bride.. blah blah blah. I had no clue). Finally the tea ceremony. I even collected a ang pow just cos im a “kid” haha and I shook hands with the bride and groom! Followed the couple to the guy’s side house where I collected another ang pow! Its great to be young. After which we headed to the couple’s new house and had buffet lunch. Made it back to batang tiga only at 4pm, took a short nap till 530pm. Showered and got ready for the wedding dinner at dragon restaurant near town. Wore my graduation night dress with diamond heels, the dinner was… boring. Firstly, the singers they hired were terrible and all they sang were hokkien and Chinese songs! (give me a gun and I’ll shoot myself!) it was that terrible. Some uncle from the guy side kept going up and singing hokkien songs! And he was out of tune. Think he was drunk already. Daddy also sang, but thankfully English song – careless whisper. The food was so-so, there was a cold dish, a fake sharks fin soup, some steamed duck, promfet fish, mushroom sea cucumber dish, steamed prawns and ending with a ice cream cone that was hardly intact. But my cousin looked beautiful, I guess what they say about the bride looking the best on their wedding day is true.

So im back here. Leaving tmr at 1pm, I sense it will drag till 3pm or smth. oh well, nothing to look forward to getting back to Singapore besides Russell. Its great being single. Free and easy. Haha.

That’s about it, I shall go watch a movie now. Tatas.

came back and immediately got a call from adecco. went to work on wed, fri and sat at Northpoint Yishun roadshow. Worked yesterday at GAP, helping my cousin out. The shop is super huge! its at vivo city. the huge shopping centre. madness i tell you that place. And i practically had to do a "Jay-walk" ( walking really fast cutting in and out to get to somewhere else, it includes walking sideways like a crab) to get clothes for customers or to put back clothes as i was at the fitting room area. Bought a red GAP shirt though. so i think i spent half my pay alredy. im currently eyeing this GAP handbag and this brown silk cami. the cami is $45. duno abt the bag though.

Todays the first day of school. practically slept my way through the whole day. went to play pool with meow meow after sch and home.

want to watch tv now. tatas.

a rush of blood to the head

2006-10-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

its late. and im not done with the catalogue. crapsticks. the np news came in the mail today. they had a feature special about 2006 golden graduates. 99% of them had at least a bronze certificate in CCA, i dont even have one!

i havent done anything the whole day. why am i so sleepy then?

hedonism.

2006-10-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

Im finally home the whole day. its 4.52pm and im home!

anyway abt the pics, i cant seem to edit it. so in short, those pics are taken at
1) Superstar Virgo with family
2) Singapore Science Centre with classmates
3) Malacca for my cousin's wedding with family ( Part 1)

and i finally have the fossil watch! (: and! the esprit bag. i bought a cheaper one. was $80.70 after using the esprit card. Now im wondering if i shld get the adidas jacket or the abercrombie one. hmm?

okay got to help my sis with her catalogue now. MORE PHOTOSHOPPING.

2006-10-02T02:15:00.000+08:00

words later. too sleepy nuw. so if the pics dont make sense give me another 2days. (:

2006-10-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

2006-09-30T02:59:00.000+08:00

2006-09-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

2006-09-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

Things i have been eyeing

1) Esprit bag - $129
[able to fit sch books and lap top and loads more]

2) Fossil watch - $124
[its a beauty, silver with wooden grains]

3) Adidas jacket - $129
[ black 3/4 jacket with white stripes]

its september. again?

2006-09-20T02:19:00.000+08:00

i guess you reap what you sow.

i passed the exams. i did really badly. far worse than any of my classmates which means i must put in triple the effort for the next semester. great job angie. screw up whatever hope you have left.

worked 3 roadshows, bugis-Eyeplay, Eastpoint- Nanyang Optical and Causewaypoint- Capitol Optical. finally. i fell sick. flu, headache, almost vomiting, lost my voice. apparently a bacteria infection in my throat. you wished it was those days where your parents will fuss over you being sick, bringing water, checking on you. but it never happened. mummy fell sick too.

INDEPENDENCE. isnt that what im suppose to prove?

anyway went to Raffles medical clinic at causeway. bill came up to $40+. i only had $39. see how pathetic i was. and i had to borrow the 30 bucks from henry. luckily the lady gave me a 10% off.

and prawn fishing is so damn fun.its a must go.

quite excited about the wedding this weekend. its gona be a traditional peranakan wedding. FINALLY. i need to get out of here. i can hardly breathe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEPTEMBER BABIES!
: 07th sept- Kah yee and Stef
10th sept- Stacey and Garrick
18th sept- Mark
19th sept- Sheryl loke! and Dorothy

my ipod is dying on me. ):

Right to be wrong - Joss Stone

2006-09-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

Understand - Joss Stone

2006-09-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

I keep our song on repeat
On my iPod, even when I sleep
And in my dream
I'm holding you
Alone on an island just us two

2006-09-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

when coldplay was depressing, i shrugged it off. when snowpatrol was depressing too i realised it was not the music. it was me.

I GIVE UP. trying to be somebody im not.

i need to be alone.

im back!

2006-09-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

2006-08-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

one more thing. Nokia service is terrible.

7 weeks of today is torturous.

2006-08-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

CRAPSTICKS. if im gona have 7 weeks of today- stoned, tv, rot. thats absolutely terrible.

so much for my 7 weeks plan.

exams are finally over. but i might be heading back to sch during the 7 wks for summer sch or smth.

lately i have no idea what to blog abt. just nothing exciting. YET. and i really think my short hair looks more and more like a broom. instead of a cupcake.

current craze: Santeria by Sublime.

2006-08-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Santeria -Sublime

I don't practice santeria I aint got no crystal ball. I had a million dollars but I'd, I'd spend it all. If I could find that heina and that Sancho that she's found, well I'd pop a cap in Sancho and I'd slap her down.
What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really want to say I can't define. Well it's love, that I need, oh , but my soul will have to, wait till I get back and find heina of my own. Daddy's gonna love one and all.
I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break and I got to live it up, oh , yea huh, well I swear that I. What I really wanna know, baby, what I really want to say I can't define. that love make it go, my soul will have to...
What I really wanna say, my baby, What I really wanna say is I've got mine. and I'll make it, Yes, I'm comin' up.
Tell Sanchito that if he knows what is good for him he best go run and hide. Daddy's got a new .45. and I won't think twice to stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat. Believe me when I say that I got somethin for his punk ass. What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really wanna say is there's just one, way back, and I'll make it, but my soul will have to wait.

love's suicide.

2006-08-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

So you said things wont change, people wont change.

i highly doubt so.

I finally realised the use of testimonials. its for you to reminisce about the past, about how your friends think about you. Its all so superficial. We say we'll miss each other, but do we even contact each other nuw?

You wished you were in the movie "click" where you could go back chapters of your life and watch how it went and be present there to experience it one more time.

2 years have gone by since secondary school. it feels like forever has gone by. People you used to speak to, you will find hard to communicate with now. Tennis. sounds and feels like something strange. Having a team, being the vice captain. seems so distance. It all went by too fast.

Without realising, im already in my 2nd poly yr, another year will go by and history will repeat itself. without you even realising it. isnt it amazing?

What is becoming of me. of you. have you asked yourself that question? have you done anything that you can be proud of? my personal answer to that is a No. Even if i did, it must have been insignificant to leave an impact on my life. so the answer is still No.

when was the last time you actually took a breather? relax? that sounds alien to me.

2006-07-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah i knuw. its been awhile. looong while. things have been crazy. with school. rat race. ME. just pure madness.

The good news is that i passed my retest. Bad news, my exams are in 2 weeks. and i havent started studying. Good news, im going on starcruise virgo on the 27th august. Bad news, after the shopping at phuket, im prob gonna be really broke to go on my little alone island getaway. i wanna go back to tioman. nice place. nice memories. or not exactly nice memories. but its a nice place. to relax. get away from technology. and most importantly PEOPLE. noisy noisy irritating people.

Below are just some outdated pictures. The first one is my niece and i. some are russell the handsome boy. and the rest are just pictures of a suite i've been to. and the view it overlooked.

bye people.

2006-07-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

2006-07-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be lovesuicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

melting point of wax.

2006-07-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

Its very easy to get sick with hot and cold blowing towards you one after the other.

I think im getting sick. sick of it.

http://anatomikal-sunflowers.blogspot.com

2006-06-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

2006-06-09T00:38:00.001+08:00

2006-06-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

i hate long bus rides.

2006-05-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

Once again. im back to square one. lone ranger.

its the first day. and its pure torture. i could just break. but you seem happy. what a joke. wasnt it the other way round before. im a joke. a walking joke and disaster.

bardy matha farkster.

2006-05-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

fcuking pissing me off. some blardy guy in his 20's was driving this car by the number of SDZ1255R was trying to pick a fight with us at clementi road.
this is what happened:
dad is driving at abt 50-60 speed towards a red traffic light. the fucking bastard at the back is "pushing" our car. dunno whats wrong with his blardy eyes cannot see the bright red light and he not happy. he stop slightly behind us in the next lane. once the traffic light turned green, he immediately drives right in front of us and drive super damn slow. at like 30-40 speed. when my dad signal and wanna take over, he purposely faster swerves to the lane we wanna cut into and presses his damn brake and drives at 30-40 again. he does that repeatedly for lets say 5-6times. each time hoping that my dad will "accidently" bump into him thinking that my dad is rather old and BLUR. so when we finally reach a junction turning to Bukit Batok my dad takes a quick turn and leaves the poor guy ahead to play with himself. haha. and the best thing is, right in front i could see the blue red lights of a traffic police. wahaha hopefully the blardy guy gets summon and loses his driving license. my biggest regret is not thinking that i could video the whole thing and go to the police with it. damn guy. I HOPE YOU LOSE YOU BLARDY LICENSE AND HAVE TO TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT ALL YOUR LIFE OR GET INTO TROUBLE WITH SOME GANGSTER FOR PICKING A FIGHT WITH THEM. OR GET INTO A SERIOUS ACCIDENT THAT WONT ALLOW YOU TO DRIVE EVER AGAIN AND DANGERING THE LIVES OF INNOCENT MEMBERS OF THE SOCIETY. damn you.
i seriously think hes fucking retarded and if i waste somemore energy blogging about him it would just be pollution to my blog. once again though : DAMN YOU MATHAR FUCKER SDZ1255R!
(anyone whu sees a black mitsubishi car with this no. plate let me knuw)

as if i dont have enough things to think about.

my grandpa is in hospital nuw. he is suffering from severe anemia. im so worried. they're gonna do a colonscopy on monday to check whats the cause of it. its bleeding somewhere but where? they already did a endoscopy but they found nothing. and my grandma is slightly senile. my grandpa is 88 already this yr. and grandma is 70+. so worrying.

common tests are 9 days away and i haven started studying. im screwed. failed my MI quiz. prob failed my math test too. whats wrong. too much on my mind.

im trying to be more than 15% already. is it working? just 2 more days. im afraid i'l fail. what if i do. gone forever.

any more of this and i'l just break.

2006-05-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA WIN.

PAIN.

2006-05-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

only 15% baby?

feeling lost without you.

2006-05-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

this is to spite JAY. haha.

2006-05-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

oh and mother's day was well spent. you can read it all at my sis's blog! plus pictures too. too lazy. haha.

yup and did i tell you year2 is crazy. the modules are crazy. i dont understand the lectures. im lagging behind. im rotting. im gonna fail. shit. I NEED TO WAKE UP.

and should i take my ballet intermediate exam this sept? or wait another year. i have no confidence in passing or doing well. the exam fees is $293. and i have to fork it out myself. plus the classes are $480 per term. i need financial assistance. any kind souls out there? sigh.

lots of things are happening in school between friends. so this is what poly is all about huh. took me one year to realise. who is actually speaking the truth? we wonder. i shld stop right here before i lose it. and things will get worse. relationships strained.

is this sentence your goal?
" Keep your friends close. keep your enemies closer"
or am i thinking too much?
yes we wonder.

and i wanna watch DaVinci code.

2006-05-20T16:10:00.000+08:00

been very busy the past month or so. we've been busy with the ece magazine. WE LOVE PHOTOSHOP!!. haha right. just a sneak preview for you pple. (:

2006-04-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

IM SICK. what a bummer.

music: The Afters- someday

2006-04-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

That should show you huw god damn bored i am. well its good friday!

think i shall go do my own facial with my peach yogurt pack. sounds yummilicious huh. but it says on the pack "DO NOT EAT". yup.

btw. i packed my room. so the shelves are neater.. the table actually has space for my lappy and!! my bags are in the snoopy box and not on top of the box. haha yes. a snoopy box. cant blame a girl for having a childhood right. (:

well next i gotta pack my wardrobe. its terrible. half the clothes i dont wear anymore. gees. plus my display cupboard. i need new photo frames. way too childish. yes i finally realise... only nuw. haha. plus i wanna paint my room. maybe this colour. or this. or this. or this. tricky huh. and maybe rearrange the layout of the room... busy busy! ya right.