Sunday, May 06, 2007
8:55 PM
im so fcking stressed. over a research assignment that's just 10%. argh. okay fine. its 10%!!!! freak out. its due on the 14th. i know i still have 1 whole week but i really want to get it done asap. im sick of hogging assignments and doing last min work. i've already started. since last week. but i just cant find the information on the net. i just cant find it. how the hell am i suppose to do my assignment when i've got a puny amount of info. damn internet. damn search engines.
It's just been a really bad day for me. i wish i had someone to turn to. its not the same anymore. i try. but its really not the same anymore. damn pepsi twist. i really wanted you to rot in hell. the word is wanted. i dont care if i overreacted. i had the damn right. the last thing i want is ants crawling all over. blardy f. and i dont care if im being vulgar. i have the right. its my goddamn blog.
im getting angrier day after day. having no one to soothe my soul. i need to turn to him. i need to know that hes there for me. dont punish me anymore.
spidey was draggy. but you were there. the quarrel was bad. after that was better. we even took a picture. our first in months.
you come and disappear for weeks/months. i've come to realise that you're just a friend. nth more than that. long past we had but it is the past. you are gone now. you had more impt things to do than me. its a mistake made 2 years back. i hope you'll regret.
im so angry i want you. you. and you to burn in hell. for all the pain you you and you caused me. burn burn burn. and after that. i wont be angry no more. you shld suffer.
this is my self righteous suicide. so leave me alone. i need space. i need air. i need God. and i need you.
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