love's suicide.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
12:55 AM
So you said things wont change, people wont change.
i highly doubt so.
I finally realised the use of testimonials. its for you to reminisce about the past, about how your friends think about you. Its all so superficial. We say we'll miss each other, but do we even contact each other nuw?
You wished you were in the movie "click" where you could go back chapters of your life and watch how it went and be present there to experience it one more time.
2 years have gone by since secondary school. it feels like forever has gone by. People you used to speak to, you will find hard to communicate with now. Tennis. sounds and feels like something strange. Having a team, being the vice captain. seems so distance. It all went by too fast.
Without realising, im already in my 2nd poly yr, another year will go by and history will repeat itself. without you even realising it. isnt it amazing?
What is becoming of me. of you. have you asked yourself that question? have you done anything that you can be proud of? my personal answer to that is a No. Even if i did, it must have been insignificant to leave an impact on my life. so the answer is still No.
when was the last time you actually took a breather? relax? that sounds alien to me.
