what the fuck is happening to me. the time of the month is definately over. but why am i still so emotional? why am i so sensitive to things. it makes me fucking jealous. i cant tell u no shit cos u'll say im too sensitive. but whu can i tell. fucked up. im suppose to be studying but i obviously have no mood to absorb any information. i want protection. security. i want to be able to say that its mine. u are mine. is it embarrasing to admit that? that we are. this may not make sense to any of u. cos only i feel the pain. i wanna go dig a hole and hide in it. at least i knuw the hole will be mine. and that no one will snatch that hole away from me. so just fuck off. while i hide in my crummy hole. hoping. praying. that no one will snatch my hole away from me. dun take him away from me.
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