bad situation..
Thursday, April 07, 2005
4:33 PM
everybody needs a break once in a while. i understand. we all need breaks. just relax. get away from all the noise and nags... the irritating "where are you", "whu are u with" "wad time u coming home", "when are u meeting me?" and all that whinning. well i took my break. been thinking loads and loads. and all i have to say is i understand. u feel suffocated. i'll let ya breathe. i'll give u ur own breathing space. just let me knuw, dun just go w/o sayin anything. i found my strength in God. i do not feel alone cos he is always there. everything has been planned by him. think abt it. why did i choose u 1 yr 8 mths ago? why did i choose to give up my strawberry cake? answer is. because i believed that u were chocolate-every girl's addiction. even after there was tiramisu. i still chose chocolate in the end.
u wanted me to change. i did. ponytail. give u space. but just recently. emotionally disturbed me. remem i told ya things would change after we got our results? u believe me nuw?God answers prayers. i asked to dream of u. i did- 2 nights in a row. never wanted to be awakened from that dream. but the thing was. the dream was actually abt reminisces. it all happened bfore. Nuw back to reality. i just want to get things straight. Love is abt trust. u told me that. i couldnt understand it 1 wk ago. but nuw i do. and i wanna put my words into actions. give me a chance.
celebrated happy monday on sunday. met bren and sam. went to nydc. the food aint that fantastic bren! took loads of pics but haven posted it yet. bought stuff too! a pair of black loop earrings. a black clip and a black oriental looking shirt. bren bought 2 black tops and a diamond loop earring. love the black tops she bought!
we ended the day with a huge laugh at sam and her blue wallet that she throws everywhere. bites it while tying her hair. even after it has dropped into mud and all that. hahaaha. boy did we have fun...
the simple pleasures we have with friends.
gave bren her present. was a pair of earrings. a handmade card and a photo frame with pictures of us at mdm tussads. in 2000. 5 yrs ago. haha. we looked so toots. but cute. :)
did u like it bren? :pwell anyway i hope the situation will get better.
crap smth wrong with messenger.
